It is an
evening in late June, and I am restless.
E is lazing on the couch, enjoying his immobility and the cacophony on
the television; he is soon to be snoring.
I am too agitated to read, and the weather just happens to be
beautiful. So I drive to the local park,
where the Cowboy Trail begins, a recreational route that reaches over 300 miles
westward to the Nebraska panhandle. Of
course, I mean only to walk a couple of miles; perhaps one mile out and then
back again. I lock everything in the
trunk of my car, including my mobile phone, and stuff my car key in the only
place a woman can when she has no pocket.
There aren’t many people on the
trail, but most of them are friendly, and smile or say “hi” as we pass each
other. In this small city, people are usually
in such a hurry they barely notice others are even around; in the small town
where I moved from, we wave at each vehicle and person who crosses our
paths. The reactions of people on this
trail prompt a nostalgia for my old neighborhood. I am soon lost in my own thoughts.
I begin studying my
surroundings. I am an agronomist. I have the responsibility of scouting almost
2,000 acres of crop ground spread over 100 miles for critters, pests, diseases,
weeds, dry soil; anything out of the ordinary.
I am trained to observe the nuances in plant growth. I have just established a
herbicide-management plan for various soybean fields, and weeds are on my
mind. I begin identifying the plants
along the side of the path. Giant
ragweed. Lamb’s ear. Curly doc.
Ditch weed. I realize I have
walked past the first mile, past the wooded area, past the meadow, past the
wetlands. My view expands out to the
corn and soybean fields now in my midst.
I’ve walked 3 miles already, and I turn to go back.
I think it curious that we value a
plant when it is where we want it, and endeavor to extinguish it when it grows
out of our boundaries. We call them
weeds. We pull them, spray them, mow
them. We curse their little leaves when
they peek through the soil somewhere we just quite frankly don’t want them to
be. A corn plant in a corn field growing
aggressively is a good thing, but put that same plant in a soybean field, and
we bring out the corn knife. An amethyst
colored, trumpet shaped flower blossoming on a vine that climbs up a garden
wall is a welcome ornament for a horticulturist designing landscaping or
someone who wishes to appreciate color and languish on an adjacent bench, but
name it morning glory to a farmer and watch it curl around the crops, choking
and suffocating his livelihood, and we speak of chemicals and tillage—we want
to burn it or rip it out. Kill it. Remove it.
Stifle growth.
Is it not humankind that makes
plants this way? Nature will create her
own soil, leaving the plants to grow as they may, their seeds to wander about
and happen to land on fertile earth.
Nature plans for diversity; a prairie has many species growing
within. WE create the weeds. One kind of a plant was not meant to
completely dominate a single area of land.
WE decide plants do not belong wherever they grow, and decide to kill
them. Which is fine for plants. We need to eat, and we eat what they
grow. We need to cultivate the soil,
borrow it from Mother Nature for a while, in order to civilize ourselves and
settle down.
Not so with people.
Why do we treat people as
weeds? We categorize each other, create
borders and boundaries, group each other and stick to those just like us. We are fields—a monoculture of fellow “plants”
that we grow with. Anyone different,
that doesn’t fit in, we “weed” out. We
chastise them, push them away, encourage them to move on and find their own
group. Our hatred and dissention are our
herbicides, the chemicals we use on one another.
Variety is scary. Differences are strange. Learning how we grow and how “our kind” are
taken care of is quite enough, thank you.
Leave those who don’t fit in our mold on the side of the road to fend
for themselves already. Just look at the
average high school—jocks with jocks, nerds with nerds, the outcast to cluster
with each other, the popular cheerleaders clique only with the chosen
ones. You don’t see the grease monkey
dating a model, or a poet languishing over a football player. The thespian doesn’t join the math club, and
the chess club president doesn’t engage in wrestling.
What if we were to grow as a prairie
does; celebrate that Mother Nature is creative and artistic and easily bored
with the same thing? Let’s mix our bunch
grasses and daisies and wildflowers, our strawberry stolons and annuals and
biennials and perennials. See where that
takes us. Why do we need such gated
boundaries, such permanent lines in the earth?
This is not to say we need to accept the noxious weeds; the ones that parasitize
and dominate and feed on others. But if
we expand our understandings beyond our front doors, start tolerating our
differences, appreciating our personal nuances, we night just find a more
beautiful world. Take “weed” out of the
human dictionary, and we all can be a part of the landscape.
I found in my musings that the corn
and soybean fields had turned back into the wetlands, the meadow, the wooded
area. The trail’s ecosystems
transitioned well into one another, and I am once again at the trail head. I have come full circle, as it may; or gone
out and come back again. But perhaps I’m
not precisely in the same place I was before.
Perhaps the world has changed, if just that little enough to create a
new perspective.
Julie SE
Paschold
August 23,
2017